Resurrection? Re-Awakening? Repentance?

I'm now sitting in our new apartment on the South Hamilton campus of Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary. God has been very patient with me, yet if it were not for my attempts at avoiding it, I would have never made it here. Something is emerging inside of me. It is a feeling I have not known for a while. How can I describe it? Joy? Delight? Obedience? Pleasure? Yes, this and more, all beautifully wrapped up in this sensation that continues to well up within my dry and dusty frame. Bring it!